While its dark

‘The safe places are the ones with no light in them’

 

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Maybe it starts from within, I don’t know, but I once heard a confession in church when I was younger, a confession I didn’t even understand then. ‘God excuses the young ones’ they always say, because they are not aware of what they are doing, but I remember comprehending everything so quickly. Church is a holy place, and we all hope to confess and be forgiven. When a contagious disease strikes few survive.

In my case, it feels like I was infected immediately with a contagious disease while that girl confessed! Maybe it was because of my judgement, but in my defence, I guess I didn’t understand much then. Why I wasn’t pardoned, I don’t know.  but many years later I sin instead still seeking for salvation. Occasionally being my own comforter that maybe its fine after roll. Weather I heal soon…who knows? Will wait around, and hope darkness quickly turns to light soon while I keep trying to figure out right and wrong.

The safe places are the ones with no light in them, for there’s no one to fear. A chance to get naked and get to know who you really are, maybe that darkness you see when you close your eyes shows that darkness isn’t bad after roll because you get to focus. Maybe…

This life is a continuous process that mathematically seems not to be solved, scientifically it keeps recycling. it’s a never-ending process. I better wear my fighting amour because even while its dark, I still fight through the darkness for when the day comes I must be ready to attack. For now, while its still dark, let me fight on …

 

 

 

Author: Jean Sseninde

Forbes 30 under 30 Finalist 2019 | Footballer Uganda Women's National Team | CEO Sseninde Foundation | Founder Sseninde Women's Development Cup

One thought on “While its dark”

  1. A touchin story!!A word of advise, We fall down we get up! The worst thing in life regreting! The best thing is knowing yo situation .and pickin up yo self! ‘Cast yo burdens unto…’

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